to the moon and back

lovely hours spent talking to the moon, the real one. (interpret as you will)
my mom and i were talking the other day about how there are communities, families and places that we are born into, and there are communities, families and places that we choose, build, trust, and support. i believe that if i spend too much time wishing i could have a role, a voice, a place in circles i am not in, that i may miss out on the awesome (and i mean that in the "AWE" sense of the word, not the stoner sense of the word... to speak generally) place i have. a beautiful family/community/circle - has grown, and secured its roots over time. while i will always look forward to meeting new people, and learning what love is to them... i am just so grateful and blessed to have the people who are in my life.

next order of business/things to keep in mind:
1. get rid of the headache and then i can deal better with the other aches
2. one is allowed to love bad movies
3. sometimes the best thing is vegetable soup
4. talking helps - dare i say - always (?)


peace